Friday, March 28, 2008

With You by Chris Brown

Guys, i do "Love" the new song by Chris Brown, it's With You.
See the vid, hear the lyrics....



I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]

Hey! Little mama, Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me I swear..the whole world stops
You're..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]

You mean to me
What i mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cos if i gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

Oh! I'm into you,
And girl, No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now
I..know
I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]

Oh Girl! I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know..that i won't lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]

Cuz if i got chu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all. And..
[Chorus]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know
I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm

With you [x5]
Ohh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]

And I..
Will never try to deny,
Cuz you are my whole light,
Cuz if you ever let me do,
I would die..
So I won't find,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cos' if I got that,
And I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my ??
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

Woo Ooohh..
Yeah~

They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know
I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Ohh..

Christopher Maurice Brown born May 5, 1989, better known as Chris Brown, is an American pop and R&B singer, dancer, and actor. Latest album "Exclusive".

http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/
http://myplay.com/videos/chris_brown

Friday, February 1, 2008

Alicia Keys - One of a Kind!



Like You'll Never See Me Agian
by: Alicia Keys

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhhh

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me(see we don't really know)
Touch me like this is the last time(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you'll love me(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you'll never see me again(like you'll never see me again)

Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh




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My raves:

Oh! I wish I could make songs like this! Alicia's writing skills is phenomenal! Very honest. Her voice is soulful, it pierces through your heart. The song arragement is classic! Love that piano thing! Love this girl!

Got all her studio albums. My fave's?

Song's from A Minor
1. How Come You Don't Call Me -hopelessly in love, waiting for nothing, haha, I can relate
2. Fallin' -again, being in love... and out of love
3. Rock Wit U -love the beats!
4. A Woman's Worth -for all of the ladies!

The Diary of Alicia Keys
1. Karma -I do believe in karma
2. Heartburn -love the beats! exactly how you feel when you're in love or a have a passion
3. You Don't Know My Name -the anthem of secret admirers
4. If I Ain't Got You -one and only love!
5. If I Was Your Woman -confessions of a true love
6. Diary -love the duet part
7. Dragon Days -very true, needing somebody, "like desert needs water"

As I Am
1. Superwoman -your mom's anthem
2. No One -one and only love... again
3. Like You'll Never See Me Again -
4. Lesson Learned -experience is the best education
5. The Thing About Love -about risking for the sake of love

I wanna add some more songs but I can't remember them. hehe

Alicia J. Augello Cook AKA Alicia Keys is one of a kind. A true artist.
Alicia Keys born January 25, 1980 is an American R&B, soul, and neo soul singer-songwriter, pianist, record producer, actress, music video director, philanthropist, and author who has sold over forty-one million albums and singles worldwide as of 2007, and has won numerous awards, including eleven Grammy Awards, eleven Billboard Music Awards, three American Music Awards, and fourteen NAACP Image Awards. Latest album "AS I AM".

http://www.aliciakeys.com/
http://myplay.com/artists/alicia-keys

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

NOW!

It's now or never!

I've been facing this dilemma for the past 6 years and yet I'm still not decided. Along the way I chose paths I thought I want, I thought I will stick with, but 'till now I'm struggling with myself. I want a clean thought on what I want to do with my life. I want a goal. It's so hard to set one if you have fear and doubt. I have many of those, believe me. Back then I know what I really like but alongside that I know what I need to do. I was so busy planning my future that I quickly forgot what I really wanted, my passion. I chose paths that I think was right, until now it is, for everyone. But for me? I'n not really sure. I have to decide as soon as possible. I'm twenty three years old and time won't halt for me. I must act now! The goddam' time is running out!

My problem is still the future, I want to be fulfilled.

Here's the thing, I wanna do something really bad that if i fail to do it this lifetime it means that I missed a very big part of my life - my fulfillment. Before this crisis I have a definite path. I didn't saw life like this before. I thought that it is as simple as living each day as it is. But now the word and concept of being fulfilled became big suddenly. Maybe because of my past and current experiences, it kinda' molded my visions. I have a wide variety of options but I'm so incapable of deciding firmly 'coz I don't want to fail. If I choose to follow my current path I'm afraid I could not follow my ultimate dream or even close. At the same time I'm so afraid pursuing a dream that doesn't guarantee a bright future but fulfillment alone. I know want I want but I worry 'coz my family probably don't.

In these trying times, I can only dream and fulfill a better life. This is the only option. But how about my dream, my personal fulfillment, how about me? Should I shake it off again and worry about it some other time? Success is so near but will I be happy?

God, am I so self centered right now?

I feel that I should repay all the people that helped me lay a brighter future for myself and for them as well. I know I have to get them out of the shit we are in right now, but can't I do that while reaching for my dream? So basically I'm torn with my decisions about my future, the present, what I have, What we don't have, and the fututre that I want and the better future for us. I know I must act now. I can't sit herewaiting for it to happen! I kow it's stupid to be feeling this right now, I should have known what to do years ago and pursue it. I should have done that, but to regret is stupid as well.

Right now I'm trying to intertwine my options, needs and wants and see what it can turn into. I really do hope this works for me and for everybody. This time I must be firm and act to get what I really love - fulfillment in life.

Goodbye 24

I've been wanting to tell you this for the longest time

But everytime I try to do so, or I think I already did

I always stop

Hope and wait

As if there's something

Something left for me to hold on to, and to have

But unfortunately there's nothing

Nothing.

Just now it came in to me...

I have to say GOODBYE

As soon as I can, 'coz a second might change my mind.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

RAVIN' at the SHINDIG

Dec 9, 2007

9 am
I woke up confused, "what should i do first????"
I haven't left my bed for like an hour thinking....
then suddenly remembered, 11:00 am sharp is our call-time for dance practice!
and the competition is today!!!!
all our hardwork for like two weeks will be judged and be seen for exactly 5 mins and 44 secs
so then i decided to rise, yeah rise, go down and eat breakfast and prepare

10: 30 am
I'm all set
everything was packed
my costume
and my other get up for the party!!!
it's our office's Christmas party (around 9pm), and we are going to party hard!!!
while on my way to the office i sighed....
"this will be a very long day, this should be fun!"

11:30 am
I arrived at the recreational room of our office, obviously late
we did our moves to hip-hop beats
we are ready to kick some ass! hehe
I went up to the production floor to meet up with Ash
we are going to borrow shoes from each other
his hi-cut black converse
my white lacoste sneakers
all bought from..... Greenhills! hehe
after that we smoked and he left
he's going to meet someone at EDSA shrine, yup at a shrine
they are going to hear the mass.... i wonder why.... i hope they are successful, haha

2 pm
the crew went to headed by dan went to the SM North
to buy the finishing touches for our costume
WHITE GLOVES and NEKTIE! fab!
imagine: black cap (should have been a fedora, we couldn't find one that's cheap)
black long sleeves, black pants, white sneakers, white gloves and white necktie! fab!!! haha
anyways we used Diam's debit card to pay for the "loot" we have today! hehe
and of course we'll pay him.... someday
anyways we got what we needed from the department store and left
I, Bjane, and sweethearts Jirah and Dan rode a taxi cab
we headed to my best bud Bjane's apartment along Panay avenue
'the couple' left us there and went I don't know where!
I decided to go back to the office and just stay there and wait till we're ready for metro bar for a runthrough while Bjane went inside to fix herself

4 pm
recreation room lounge!
I, Keisha, Mika, El Nino, Jems, and Manna are present, waiting for 'the couple' and Bjane
except for Diam who is still bargaining for a shirt in Trinoma
we all 'flew' all the way to Metro bar
the facade of the bar is covered with smoke, yeah smoke!!!
but there's no fire just minimal coming from a grill, haha, that's our food for the shindig!
inside, the dancefloor is quite ample for our gala
the place is nice, it has a second floor balcony so you can hangout upstairs
and see whats happening down
as if its a mini theatre

5 pm
we bust a move, but just 50%, hehe, we don't want to show them what we got yet, haha!
we practiced our placings and blockings
we saw the other contenders stuff, and it was like.... yeah... hehe
by the way our stuff is hip hop/ puppet.... something like that
we did two runthroughs with the music
after that we left to freshen up for the party
I went back to our office and got my stuff from the 6th floor baggage counter
and head for the company's shower room
after drying myself I wore my fly outfit for the event competition
I texted Bjane "where the hell are you????"
I waited for beejane for like 20 minutes near Ministop
but hey, Ash came back, from the shrine! haha
he's panting... hahahaha
anyways he left immediately to dress up for the shindig
I, there, left alone, huhu
well my manager appeared
he's going to Metro bar as well but he's with somebody else's company
then I received a text from beejane "i'm in a cab, i'll fetch you"
whatever Bjane! it's been like forever!
anyways i'ts ok, i got to flaunt myself in that 20-minute period
out, with the crowd

8 pm
imagine...
RED CARPET
CAMERAS CLICKING... FLASHING
POSH PEOPLE AROUND
MEDIA CAMERAS ROLLING
SPOTLIGHTS FROM HELICOPTERS
well, just imagine...
what was really there is the red carpet, hehe
well you can make a grand entrance if you want to
before going inside with Bjane, I smoked with Jayson and Riela (ella, ella, eh, eh, eh)
and posed for a picture or two
inside you have to sign to get your free meal and drinks stub
you get a raffle stub as well
the prizes are good i tell you, HDTV, gaming consoles, trip to Boracay and HK, cool eh?
just an insider, I got my stubs frm my uber crush, ahhh, heaven
anyways, inside there are a lot of people, a lot!!!!
and i'm kind of rubbing elbows with the big names in our office
big crowd! you can tell right away that the shindig is successful
before anything else i had to go with my crew to have a pep talk
and practice some of our moves
we are situated at the back part of the crowd, we have no dressing room
before the party started I looked around to see people that I know
upstairs there I saw Caren, Mama Sasa, Riela and Jayson again
they are already eating their dinner
I'm so hungry that I ate Riela's spaghetti!
at that time everybody's texting me, "are you guys goin' to dance already??"
I went back to the pack and waited.............

11 pm
this is really is it!!! haha
we are programmed to dance as the fifth squad!
soldiers, marching
bullets waiting to be launched
engines running inside us, fuelled to the max
hehe
enough of this poetic shit
the showdown started
we waited in anticipation
the thrill and suspense, excitement
all stopped
our turn
our tune started
there we strutted our stuff 101%
I'm in the zone
we are in the zone
nobody can stop us
not even ourselves
my body is moving by itself
I wasn't thinking anything except giving my best
and showing the people how cool our routine is, haha
the tune ended with a bang
massive clapping succeeded our last move
superb, I think, hehe
I can't help but jump for joy
haha, childish!
i know!
but I'm so happy that it's over and done
and I didn't thought about winning but i will not deny the fact that we deserve to win something
if not the 1st, the second or the third
haha, assuming
but we should, if not I will protest!
we deserve some compensation! haha
after all of the hardwork, nothing??
no way!
hehe, just kidding
anyways after that I have to freshen up and change into my gala get up, hehe
so, zoom to the backdoor!
saw Cheech back there, he said the winners are going to be called
so there
we were 2nd place
not bad
woot woot!
thank y'all
God bless the Philippines!
well I had to be there upfront to receive the cash (15k!!!!) with Manna, Keisha, Dan and Jems
where are you guys???
cameras are clicking!!!!
hey, we should be together!
huhu
this is our moment!
well I guess they are just around

Dec 10, 2007

12 am
the real party started
Bamboo came and conquered
he sang all his songs while he's still the lead of the band Rivermaya
he really does have a way with the crowd
hay...
during that time I was eating my dinner with Justin while chanting the lyrics of 'ulan'
the songs are classic to our ears
it's been like a decade since those songs were played in the radio and sold in record bars
but it seems like it was just yesterday
hay...
highschool days
I miss those times
nothing to worry about
wake up early
ask for some money from your parents
go to school, do nothing
study a bit, chit chat
get rascal with your friends and foes
make your teacher's nerves pop!
the day ends without you achieving anything
haha
the two Jaysons, Riela, Mama Sasa, Janna, Pedro, Justin, Lhen, Ash, Bjane, Diam, Caren, Diwa, Toffer, Bryan, Belle, Maesie, Virginia, Halley, Chris, Vivi and I clamoured for more songs from Bamboo but they have to go... huhu
but... but did the REAL party really DID get started???

1:30 am
the dance party begun
all went to the dancefloor
we danced the night away
gyrating to death
Janna is the best!
i tell you guys she has the right moves to heighten up the party!
but I'm her counterpart
I won't be left behind, haha
but no one can kill her spot!
hahaha
then something glared my eyes
two lights swirling
they are fast green lights
dizzying me
who is doing this?
I approached that silhouette
there I saw my uber crush
gyrating to the same music but a different dance move
I'm attracted to the lights and to that being
I'm near
but it's unwise to get nearer so I detoured
Nina and Terrence popped into my view, i'm back to earth
they were chugging smb
I got to get some too
after sipping, me, Bjane and Ash had to get some some air
outside we thought, "we need more dancing and booze!"
anyways Bjane already kissed us goodbye, she had get home

3 am
there in our own little spot in the balcony
we grooved, we drank, we stole each others spotlight
for every song we had to have a different dance move
we had so much fun that we felt we needed to retire, hehe
we're all tipsy

4 am
the party is until 5 am but Diam wants us to go to nearby diner and chow some 'mami'
something hot
and you thought the party is over???
nope we did our thing there!
nah, just kiddin', we won't embarrass ourselves!
and were tired
but a man almost dug his own grave
imagine him singing sarah geronimo's to love you more, drunk, out of tune, 4am!
the lady server had to close the door encolosing the man and 'the karaoke machine'!
hehe
early breakfast is served!
but I didn't liked it, don't know why
it's hot, enough to wake us up
but not as hot as me, hehe
before calling it a day, again we have pause for a while to pose
click click
haggard!
Halley, Chris, Maesie, Virginia and Riela went on their way home
we're all tired
Diam, Ash and I craved for some coffee from Starbucks
we scouted West avenue but the branch there is already closed
our last resort: Imperial Suites and ABS-CBN
guess what?
all were closed
well Diam just went home

6am
I and ash head back to our office to sleep but there are no beds left
it's as if everybody from the party went there to doze off
we just decided to go home
but before that I went up to the production floor to check up on something
Justin was there, he did have a shift that night but he broke away to the shindig, hehe
we ate at the pantry
by that time most probably ash is snoring in a bus, bwahahaha
I rode a taxi
I'm super tired that i'm almost asleep while along EDSA
fuckin' shit
a shitty thing happened
an extreme bummer
the cab broke down
along edsa near ortigas flyover
infront the porche car shoppe
I paid 80 php and got out of the car
frustrated
tired
I just want go home and sleep!
I have no choice there's no taxi stand there, no buses
I had to freakin' walk all the way to ortigas avenue
huhu
but anyways I got home safely

7:30 am
my mom's there
I didn't have the chance to say anything
my eyes are dropping
I immediately went upstairs
changed my clothes
retired

that's how my long day ended
looking back....... it was fun
what I acheived?
another day spending time with my friends
doing what I like
partying a little, not too much
I'm not a party animal, you know! hehe

ciao!