What have I got to do?

What have i got to do when it's all this hazy
When all i see is me without you as my baby
Will i make a move or hold you this close
If the truth is deadly and will hurt you the most

What have i got to do when i'm all tied up
When all this emotion consumes me like a trap
Will i succumb to this madness for your satisfaction
If in the end we'll feel the 'end' in anticipation

What have i got to do to make me know me
When i, myself, look at me and disagree
Will that time come wherein i'm ready to hold a heart
If up until now i'm still this unsure if i'll part

What have i got to do to ease the moment
When i'm at the edge of giving you your torment
Will you forgive me and flee without grace and sorrow
If all that you want is to give and reap what you sow

What have i got to do when all of this is over
When the heavens take charge and nobody's there to take cover
Will it be a blessing or a ghastly resurgence
Would it bring peace or a worrisome-regretful concurrence.

What have i got to do when i can't say the words that my heart wills, coz if it must be told then it has to be now.