Scheme Master

You scheme so well you might as well get it as a job
The way you run around pouring your tears
Littering the town of the salts you've collected
Saying how a loser you are, fraud.

I was dead guilty, dead wrong
I admit my shit and there is no much explanation for that
I had my reasons, and for me they are damn big
But shit, you had your way in this world.

You had me fooled for the superficial truth
That crazy thing your in just disgusts me
But i dont care, im out of this
Now it's just you, scheme master.

STATUS: Jar Of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

JAR OF HEARTS by Christina Perri
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/#share

The 53rd Grammy Big Winners

Though I failed to watch it live via sattelite, I will be seeing it this coming Sunday. Apart from knowing who won what, the Grammy Performances are always to watch out for. Artists tend to do insane, over the top and classy performances during the big night! Last month, I made some predictions and I got almost all of them right! I'll give you guys a rundown.

Record of the Year
My Bet: Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys or Need You Now by Lady Antebellum
Winner: Need You Now by Lady Antebellum

Album of the Year
My Bet: Recovery by Eminem
Winner: The Suburbs by Arcade Fire (oh, ok... this album critically raved)

Song of the Year
My Bet: Need You Now by Lady Antebellum
Winner: Need You Now by Lady Antebellum

Best New Artist
My Bet: Drake
Winner: Esperanza Spalding (who? lol)

Best Female Pop Vocal Performance
My Bet: King of Anything by Sara Bareilles
Winner: Bad Romance by Lady Gaga (after all it was featured in Gossip Girl...)

Best Male Pop Performance
My Bet: Half of My Heart by John Mayer or Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
Winner: Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars (go Bruno! go to REHAB!)

Best Pop Performance By A Duo or Group With Vocals
My Bet: The Only Exception by Paramore
Winner: Hey, Soul Sister (Live) by Train (ok, ok, but I believe Glee did the Paramore cover first! lol)

Best Pop Collaboration With Vocals
My Bet: California Gurls by Katy Perry feat. Snoop Dogg
Winner: Imagine by Herbie Hancock, pink, India.Arie, Seal, Konono No 1, Jeff Beck and Oumou Sangare (whew!)

Best Pop Vocal Album
My Bet: The Fame Monster by Lady Gaga
Winner: The Fame Monster by Lady Gaga (who went to the show "in" a cocoon!)

Best Rock Performance By A Duo or Group With Vocals
My Bet: Radioactive by Kings of Leon
Winner: Tighten Up by The Black Keys

Best Rock Song
My Bet: Radioactive by Kings of Leon
Winner: Angry World by Neil Young

Best Female R&B Vocal Performance
My Bet: Bittersweet by Fantasia
Winner: Bittersweet by Fantasia

Best Male R&B Vocal Performance
My Bet: There Goes My Baby by Usher
Winner: There Goes My Baby by Usher

Best Urban/ Alternative Performance
My Bet: F**k You by Cee Lo Green
Winner: F**k You by Cee Lo Green

Best R&B Song
My Bet: Bittersweet by Fantasia
Winner: Shine by John Stephens, songwriter John Legend and The Roots

Best R&B Album
My Bet: Wake Up! by John Legend and The Roots
Winner: Wake Up! by John Legend and The Roots

Best Contemporary R&B Album
My Bet: Raymond V Raymond by Usher
Winner: Raymond V Raymond by Usher

Best Rap Solo Performance
My Bet: Over by Drake or Not Afraid by Eminem
Winner: Not Afraid by Eminem

Best Rap Performance By Duo or Group
My Bet: My Chick Bad by Ludacris feat. Nicki Minaj
Winner: On To The Next One by Jay-Z and Swizz Beatz

Best Rap/ Sung Collaboration
My Bet: Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys
Winner: Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys (wohoo, at least Alicia did win something)

Best Rap Song

My Bet: Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys

Winner: Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys

Best Rap Album

My Bet: Thank Me Later by Drake

Winner: Recovery by Eminem

Best Short Form Music Video

My Bet: Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

Winner: Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

For a complete list of winners click here!

Should I, or should i not?

My knees went weak
I saw you out with someone else
I thought you don't wanna go out
But here you are, sipping coffee
My heart's pounding
Feet wobbling
Flushed with fear, i hid

Should i or should i not make a scene?
Should i or should i not accept the negative feat?
Should i or should i not just walk up to you and ask?
Ask what the hell is happening!

But i didn't, i am walking away
Angered with fear, i retreat
Thinking that there is an explanation
That there is this so called "trust"
That still resides in my heart, in my mind

But moreover, there is this inkling of a karma
That not too long ago i was in the same position
As you, with someone else
Sipping bub
And more...

Well i think i'll just let it go
Should i or should i not?

I miss you, but i don't want you

Oh how i miss you but i don't want you
Do i just want your touch
Your kisses
Your body
Or do i just want to be with somebody?

I lie awake at night, thinking
Thinking about us, about what we used to do
The times we had shared together
Even when we're apart
I know we had it then

At times i wonder is there a regret on some point
Or am i guilty of being afraid to fall
Or am i just not into that thing called 'us'

Saying i'm not ready is an understatement
A reduced fact that i'm just not that into you
But still, a fact

Though that, i still miss you
Your tender touch
Your kisses
Your body
And yeah, that thought of what might have been

Powerless

This time i wanna let go
My cup is full
I just want to break out of this
Scream out loud and just let loose.

I wanna be free like an angry bird
Run, like hell is claiming me
Escape the wrath of the unnerving
I'm leaning into disturbia.

I need to cry out loud but my throat won't let me
I wanna unearth this yearning but the gods won't let me
I tried to start the fire but the storm won't let me
I am on my way out but these chains won't let me.

I just cant.
I am super but powerless.