I find myself hopless of the situation I am going through
I can't find the words to describe how I'm feeling
Am I afraid? Am I regretfull? Am I ashamed?
Am I stupid? Or am I all?
I try to find strength from deep inside me
I tried to pull some from what I can do
But who will be there to help me?
Who will be there when everything's through
As these tears drop from defeat from my own doings, I ask myself
What have I done? I know what!
Why did I? I sure don't.
I can't turn back the time.
All I can do now is face reality as it is
Work it out. Manage it.
I can only do so much anyways
I'll be in the pits but I'm still on the race
My pace will be the same
The fire is still the same
But it won't be the same
Because the construction halted.