So Near, Yet So Far

sep.23.2006

All the things that I yearned for are so near, yet so far
Never thought it would feel like this
I never saw this coming
I assumed everything's gonna be just fine.

But things happen, days seems cloudy
I am hanging
It's so near that I can feel it
Yet so far that I can't see it.

Every day seems I'm going nowhere
Just yesterday my life's on track
I planned every move, done my duties
But what happened, I got derailed.

Many things hover my mind
Gloomy thoughts of dim future
Is there really something in store for me?
I'm worthy, give it to me.

My hands are eager to grab it as it floats in the air
It's like a butterfly, fluttering, gliding slowly, but i can't reach it.