A letter to one who might've gone away

I want you so bad that i want everything to be perfect,
I don't know how to act
I don't know how to respond
I don't know how begin
I don't even know how to end
'Coz i ain't perfect.

You are everything i expect you to be,
Who is charming
Someone to care
Somebody to love
The one i'll respect
And that's all i can give you and more.

As Soft As Your Voice

Your voice is as sweet as cotton candy,
It may sound cheesy but it's true
I never really believed in love at first sight
But damn i love you the first time i heard your voice.

Distance between us halted this throbbing heart
Just yearning, slowly beating
Waiting and lavishing each second
You could be mine soon.

I know i should not dwell on this
I know it isn't gonna last
I know someone's going to be hurt
I know exactly what's gonna happen.

And it kills me, as soft as your voice.

Kaboomerang!

I'm never going to be caught unguarded again,
It just hurts me more than the reject.
You should have told me,
I hate the prolonged agony.

Haha, this thing I do to myself is such a funny thing,
I'm ashamed of me!
What do I really want?
What is it that will really make me happy and contented?

This broken self is helpless,
I feel and look so ugly.
Truth be told, im so fake!
I'm a mix of frankness and lies.

Boom!
Now that's for you!
Kaboomeranged back to me.
This is such.

Forgive me

You are the perfect definition of someone that I couldn't have.
You are so pure and succulent.
I'm too damaged to sink into you and lavish my desire.
I cant taint you, I shouldn't, I musn't.
I'll just have to look at you.
Brush my fingers over you hair and be mesmerized by your beauty.

Forgive me, i'm damned.
Forgive my intention.
Forgive the lapse in inhibition.
Forgive, for I am not forgiving to myself.
Forgive me.

'11 Christmas Wishlist

Uh oh! It's that time of the year again! What would you want this Chrismas? Everlasing love? Good health? Safe and complete family? Or gadget galore. Hmmmm, since this space in the cyberworld is just an extension of me, I'd say Gadgets Galore!!! I know that is too materialistic of me but there are just too many good stuff now than ever before! haha. Last year I asked for a Sony VAIO but my sister's HP pavilion came. I asked for a Sony Bravia then we had a JVC Musee. Oh no Kenneth Cole watches for me but this cheap Link watch turned some heads! Nokia N8 or iPhone 3Gs, Apple won! Now with iOS5, it's sweet but tad slow. And lastly, Altec Lansing spreakers was downgraded to my reliable Coby iPhone/ iPod dock which is on sale! haha. This year is a domination, a craze, a fad for Apple products. Though rivaled by Samsung/ Android, loyalists still lives on, and I believe I want to be one of them. Starting  off the list is an upgrade left by the late Steve Jobs...

1. iPhone 4S

Who wouldn't want to upgrade to a 4S now? Tell me? I want to meet Siri and I want to bond with it now! haha. Months before, the rumored iPhone was 5, and everybody got it wrong. Jobs left us with a sweet upgrade and it's his memorial resting on our palms.

iPhone 4S. Starts at PhP 30,000 

2. MacBook Air

Another Apple stunner! Again, who wouldn't want this! A perfect marriage of Art and Science. A melodious blending of Style and Power. Three words, I, Want, You!



MacBook Pro. Starts at PhP 43,000

3. A Micro Four Thirds (MFT) digital camera

Damn, I'm still in need of one! My iPhone just won't do it at night! These sleek cameras crops what DSLRs can achieve in an image. Advantage: small in size so you can snap anytime, anywhere, candidly perfect. Disadvantage: Image size, in terms of area is lessened (cropped), but hey, who needs pictures that wouldn't be on a billboard anyway.

Olympus PEN E-PM 1. Starts at PhP 21,500.

Panasonic Lumix DMC GF3. Starts at Php 25,800.

I know this is quite a short list, but they're all that I need and want this Christmas. Santa please grant me one, preferably the MacBook Air, if it isn't asking too much. Prettty, pretty please!

Happy Holidays everyone!

Credits to: Apple.com, Panasonic.com, OlympusAmerica.com and Wikipedia.