Zeit zur Liebe

Manchmal ist die Zeit entweder nicht genug zum Leben, oder mit unwichtigen Sachen verschwenden.

Immer ist die Zeit schnell gelaufen, fast gegangen und eigentlich verloren.

Also, benutzen Sie die Zeit zur Liebe.

Mit Liebe kann man keinen Fehler machen.

Glücklicher 3.

man zu vertrauen

die Versprechung zu behalten

das brennende Feuer zu halten

dieses Leben zu teilen

die Liebe zu bestätigen

für immer zu erfüllen

alles von mir zu dir

I'm so crowned

When the cup is almost full and shaky
And it spills your tea all over town

Pride's kingdom must be overthrown

Let down your guard, be a peasant

Come and hold him

Now not later

I know you don't know what to do

But your touch can calm your angered king

Crowned, that i must be

The bitch in me stood, looking over

But inside i felt looking down

To the floor that i barely left

I don't want to be treated like this

I don't want to feel like this

Or am i too much of myself?

Am i a self-centered queen?

I am crowned but i will fall on my knees

For my king

For the priviledged nonesense

For this kingdom, may it come

Summertime Sadness

When all you do is stare at a wall

When all you do is wipe your tears

When all you do is remember

When all you do is stay silent

All you see is your tainted self

All you see is the broken trust

All you see is the sharp truth

All you see are the wrongs

The feeling is eating you

The feeling is consuming you

The feeling of worthlessness

The feeling of hanging by a thread

Pain remains

Regrets aren't few

Hurts from love

Sadness in the summertime

Round and Round

12.10.13

Round and round

Here we go again baby 

We both know that it's been a while

No matter how far baby

It's still us, despite the miles

Many times we got our feelings hurt

But these wounds do come and go

Tried to leave for you to see my worth

But i just can't let you go

Refrain:

They say stand up, forget, leave, move on and let go

Can't help myself but feel like

We just wanna run, we run and go

Running in an endless circle

We run and go

Our love's just going circles

Chorus:

Round and round we go

Round and round and run we go

Round and round we go

Round, we go, we go

2X

Happy 1st

Our love was never really written in the stars.

I can't call it serendipity nor destiny.

Don't wanna say it's the greatest love.

Or claim that it's one for the book.

But this one is real.

This one's for a lifetime. 

This one's forever.

RIP A

Life was never too short, it is one of the longest things a man could ever do in this world.

It was never, as well, about how many things you have done within it.

It is how you have spent every single day of it.

Spread your wings and fly into the arms of our Lord.

To hold on or to be held.

Why are you still holding on to a love that's gone?
Why are you still standing your ground on a lost feeling?
When the both of you are hurt.
When you've got nothing more to give.

Every moment then was incomparable.
Everyday seems not enough.
Every misunderstanding was a test.
And every pain was a lesson.

But some wounds never heal as some leaves scars.
Some decisions remain disagreed.
Hearts grow old and tired.
And you look at each other's eyes and realizes that it's not same anymore.

Why are you still holding on to a love that's gone?
Why are you still standing your ground on a lost feeling?
When the both of you are hurt.
When you've got nothing more to give.

Someone's hand is willing to hold yours, are you ready to give in and let go?

Love+life.

Life has always been complicated.
It has always been unfair.
It was never easy.
Life always gets you.
It does suck.

Love was never enough.
Though it should be.
But it isn't now.
Will time come that love surpasses all?
Time and space would wonder.

Love+life.

Naaalala mo ba Pap?

Naaalala mo ba na lagi kami naghuhulaan ng kapatid ko kung anong billboard ang susunod pag tayo ay pa-probinsya.

Naaalala mo ba nung binigyan mo ako ng tig-singkwentang limang-libong pang-tuition.

Naaalala mo ba nung naglilinis tayo ng aquarium tapos namatay sa chlorine lahat ng isda natin.

Naaalala mo ba nung isang beses na bumiyahe tayong pa-Cogeo tapos ako ang taga-singil mo.

Naaalala mo ba nung umalis ka at hindi ako lumabas ng kwarto.

Ang tagal mo narin palang malayo Pap.

Millicent

Oh as articulate as you are
Never have i met someone
So in depth with passion and persistence
Believing in true love is a feat.

Your selflessness and and self-worth is insane
They can never lie side by side
Millicent, let me doubt you
Lay, here, lie and lie.

Come down off that old branch dear
Whenever you're ready or weary
Here's a hand to hold, here's a foot to step on
Crash, but you can always jump back off.

I guess you don't want to go there

I guess you don't want to go there
Then let's not go there
Here is fine with me as long as you're happy
Let's stay here and watch the sunset together.

I guess you don't want to go there
At least your here and free
It seems everything is okay and beautiful
Don't leave yet.

I guess you don't want to go there
The hesitance made me reluctant
I should just live it now
And leave it at that, untarnished?

A letter to one who might've gone away

I want you so bad that i want everything to be perfect,
I don't know how to act
I don't know how to respond
I don't know how begin
I don't even know how to end
'Coz i ain't perfect.

You are everything i expect you to be,
Who is charming
Someone to care
Somebody to love
The one i'll respect
And that's all i can give you and more.

As Soft As Your Voice

Your voice is as sweet as cotton candy,
It may sound cheesy but it's true
I never really believed in love at first sight
But damn i love you the first time i heard your voice.

Distance between us halted this throbbing heart
Just yearning, slowly beating
Waiting and lavishing each second
You could be mine soon.

I know i should not dwell on this
I know it isn't gonna last
I know someone's going to be hurt
I know exactly what's gonna happen.

And it kills me, as soft as your voice.

Kaboomerang!

I'm never going to be caught unguarded again,
It just hurts me more than the reject.
You should have told me,
I hate the prolonged agony.

Haha, this thing I do to myself is such a funny thing,
I'm ashamed of me!
What do I really want?
What is it that will really make me happy and contented?

This broken self is helpless,
I feel and look so ugly.
Truth be told, im so fake!
I'm a mix of frankness and lies.

Boom!
Now that's for you!
Kaboomeranged back to me.
This is such.

Forgive me

You are the perfect definition of someone that I couldn't have.
You are so pure and succulent.
I'm too damaged to sink into you and lavish my desire.
I cant taint you, I shouldn't, I musn't.
I'll just have to look at you.
Brush my fingers over you hair and be mesmerized by your beauty.

Forgive me, i'm damned.
Forgive my intention.
Forgive the lapse in inhibition.
Forgive, for I am not forgiving to myself.
Forgive me.

A Simple Life

Wishing life is simple as it were before
Free from clutter, free from unfinished duties
Nothing to think of but my life alone
Wishing now that i am small, dreaming.

But life itself is complicated
Simple cannot define life, never
Living came before me, before us
And it will continue and won't turn back.

Cleaning up a mess can be done
But what if they are too many and too messy
I bet you won't know what to do or where to start
It'll leave you comatose.

Missing my old young me, prude and self righteous
I'm too multi-faceted now
I don't even recognize my other selves
I'm confused, surrounded but alone.

I usually sleep awake, constructing
Planning in my inner peace, a slice in my pre-slumber
And when i dream i grab the achievement
But life's not a dream, reality lives.

I can't breath now

Sleepless nights haunt me
I don't know what to feel
The fear of the unknown kills me
And the fear of knowing jolts me

This one, i brought to myself
Aren't I in the same boat again
I should've known better
I know better

Hellos and goodbyes
Acceptance and rejections
Regrets and moving on
Am i ready for this?

I feel the pain
I smell the sorrow
I can't breath now
Lord help me

Floater

I can't get you off my mind
I'm addicted to the fact that you're not here
That i am needing you from afar
That, with that, you always fill my fantasies

I don't know if this is healthy
But if it really isn't, then screw it
I wanna drown into your coke
And stay there for the love of god

Truth is that i can't think right at this time
I just gotta let you know
You drove me crazy once
And that once is picking up

Do i need a shrink, hell yes, but i won't
You unintentionally did this, but don't end it
Let me float in this mess
I'm too busy being one.

Are you really gonna hurt me this way?

Are you really gonna hurt me this way?
I know i have hurt you but do you have to do as you may?
The rain is falling,
As my tears go rolling.
You've made your point, i get it.
Sorry, as i've said, you've earned it.

We've been together for so long for this to come between us,
This won't break us.

But why is it taking this long?
Are you teaching me a lesson?
How can i learn something that i think i already know?
How can you teach me something even you don't give it a go?

I hope this isn't anything more than this foolish misunderstanding,
Because more would mean there's something.

And that could take me to the edge.