Accept Me

oct.19.2006

Open your eyes
Accept me
Open your hands
Hold me
See through me
Dive into my thoughts
Is norm too far?
I don't think so
Think, analyze
It's right under your nose
Reality's shit
Normalcy is sometimes fake
Faking is a reality
So it's normal to be a shit
Shit in the eyes of the many
But to me it mustn't
Because it's a part of me
It's me
So accept me
Open your eyes
Accept me

Wat Tym Is It?

oct.19.2006

Anong petsa na?
Gulo at lito, galit at inis, buwisit at paso
Sunog na ang sigla ng kaluluwa ko
Akala ko "ok" na ang lahat, tapos ganito?

Anong pesta na?
Wala paring direksyon ang buhay ko
nakatayo parin sa gitna ng kakahuyan
Binabato ang santol ngunit 'di masapul.

Anong petsa na?
Nape-pressure na ko
"Diyos ko, help me, help us."
Masakit sa loob, sobra na ito.

Pero ayoko sumuko
Buhay parin ang apoy sa aking puso.

Who Art Thou?

sept.23.2006

MALICIOUS
As if you know me
You can't hold me
You can't touch my soul.

FICTITIOUS
Never did I credited your word
You are unknown, 'till now
Did you even said something true?

CONTROLLER
You're misleading to arrest me
You came to conquer?
I wont let you.

THIEF
As if you've gotten something from me
You can't destroy me
I'm still intact, still priceless

NARCISSISTIC
Too much love for your damned self amuses me
I won't tell you what's real
I know that you know it and it fucking kills you!

Prejudiced

sept.23.2006

I am prejudiced
It's on my paper, I came from a quiet ship
Never knowing the reality
The world of the damned

It kills me, I feel it, It's like a stab on my chest
I tasted my own blood, a cut in the throat
Heat of fury burns
Consuming, raging!

Do you know me?
I don't know you!
Have you given me consideration?
I never even used my Libra scales on you!

Is this injustice for life?
The norms of society hits me big time
Now I understand
Back then I empathized, now I'm sympathized

How hurting, I can't do anything
A stronghold one can't destroy
Millions can't even raise a voice
Though I know I'm strong, I am weak.

So Near, Yet So Far

sep.23.2006

All the things that I yearned for are so near, yet so far
Never thought it would feel like this
I never saw this coming
I assumed everything's gonna be just fine.

But things happen, days seems cloudy
I am hanging
It's so near that I can feel it
Yet so far that I can't see it.

Every day seems I'm going nowhere
Just yesterday my life's on track
I planned every move, done my duties
But what happened, I got derailed.

Many things hover my mind
Gloomy thoughts of dim future
Is there really something in store for me?
I'm worthy, give it to me.

My hands are eager to grab it as it floats in the air
It's like a butterfly, fluttering, gliding slowly, but i can't reach it.